Posted: Thu Dec 29, 2011 7:42 pm Post subject: Wylanbriar One Vision 23.09.08 - 29.12.11
What can I say? What can I possibly say? My dog is dead. I put him to his sleep; his release if you like from the demons that had been following him. But it feels like my death not his, and it feels so wrong. Someone once wrote "You can clutch the past so tightly to your chest that it leaves your arms too full to embrace the present." and never a truer word spoken, at least in this case, at least for now.
Wylye, my darling, darling Wylye. My warrior, my sunshine, my troubles, my strife, my light, my all consuming, my every waking moment, Wylye, left this world today. We had laughed and cried together in equal measure; we had battled and sometimes we won and sometimes we lost but in the end we failed. Or rather, I failed, not you. How cruel life is.
I spent the morning today in A&E with the husband’s wounds you inflicted. I left you on the sofa looking remorseful and pained. You were spent, we were spent. Spent because I knew there was no safe haven for you any more, and so did you. Nothing I could give you or provide you with would protect you from the demons you thought were all around. And oh my God I have tried, truly I have, but you were too special and unique.
The vets think it is neurological. I think it is ****, whatever ‘it’ is. No dog or person should have to go through what you have done in your short life. I am bitter, angry, heartbroken, devastated and whatever huge emotive word you want to throw at this – nothing truly covers it, it just doesn't, and if I could right this minute I would be with you, in peace, paw in hand floating upwards to oblivion because I love you, I love you SO much and this hurts like HELL and I didn’t and I don’t want to let you go, ever my darling.....
He was blessed to have been with a family that loved and tried... {{{{{{{{{Hugs}}}}}}}}}}}
As with humans, sometimes things happen that are way above our comprehension but one thing I do know is true, he knew he was loved.. That is the most important thing ever...
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